Saturday, April 3, 2010

Promise breaker

i b promise breaker again..thx vivian...u make think though of it again
i totally can feel it...i reali not chg at all...although there were a little space for me
but it is not enuf for me and for the future that i going to pass by
last time,i think of it,mayb it jus a small problem for me or to the others
but i was wrong...we keep growing day by day
the problem and stress we hav to fac everyday bcome more complicated
there was no reverse or backward for me...i was so shock,i was wrong
mayb u r rite,im still not ready to chg the most although i always mention abt it
the chg having nt jus for me,and it might influence to the others
this few days i heard mny abt the others,it was not so easy to carry a realtionship
it might look sweet from the outside,but the most secret or the behind....
no one noes abt it...gossip...i hate it...i learn alot from it

2day,mayb the most memorable for me,to start over the new
i promise myself,wont repeat the same cases again,it slowly bear in my mind
there were a responsiblily and forever keep in my mind
nothg can chg it and i will carry it on successfully

1st time and the last time,i beg them to stop all this
mayb im nt in ur side or think of it
but i can feel it,bcos i also not living well if the thgs happen
pressure nt same but the effect is the same
i almost lost and freeze my heart this time
but i still can bear all this,bcos i love u
i jus dun wan u hurt or suffer again
anythg jus pls come toward to me
i born to wait and protect u,god...pls...
all the problem should nt happen to others
there is me,bcos of me...the promise breaker...

2nd chance,no mistake and i slove it off
thx all the fren being cooperate to my fake smilling all th time
im soli for break it out 2day,showing the bad face
it will b better on tmr onward...
my promise not valuable at all,bcos i always break it
therefore,there is no other way around
i jus accept and chg all the view from the others
i swear i wont do this again!
world pls trust me!u pls trust me!

vry tired and pised off 2day...
gd nite~

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