im nothg to u...

2day...totally no mood at all...after hearing this
i get the msg from u...i try to control...but cant
jus nw went to a gathering v my secondary fren
i tot i can find it bek,the feel of smile
but it totally destroy by it...i noe the truth
but jus cant accept it so sudden...
when u say im nothg to u...there are thousand of arrow and knife
it all cut my heart into pieces...broken til no feeling anymore
but wat to do?the most harder thg i still nid to pretend smile
bcs i cant let them noe im a weaker,cant influence them chg into bad mood
i dun wan them worry me...bcs im the one who make them hapi last time
i wan b hapi,i wan smile always!i almost forgot the feeling of smile...
i miss u so much,i wan u beside me nw...but i jus can dream it
when a person totally disappointed to u...hw was her feel?
chg to her viewpoint,if for me,i totally wan the person lost in my world
2nd chance...no more mistake...i jus wan the thg b simple...
i wan count on myself to do everythg,included chasing u...
i dun wan both of us suffer,dun wan any problem from the others
pls...i beg u...lets us go...jus b nature
i say rude to u guys,im so soli..but i cant control myseft
ya,mayb is rite,my hurt is more than my caring
im so stupid...nw oni realize that nt so easy as i think
my promise cant gv any ppl confident or effect anymore
no more value at all...i nid to work hard
nid to chg alot to myself...make u feel proud and confident again
to say to it,u still love me~~~
thx alot...pray to all my fren,hope their problem faster solve it