i wan to b special

feel to wana blogging again 2day,although i feel tired...
no mood to study actually...marketing till chap 12,my mind in crash nw
nothg to say more,if i say that i wont care much tat is lie to u
u noe y,this is not the 1st time u say tat to me again,i jus act nothg
but actually it not a serous matters as i think
i hate to compare with others as u say
i jus wana to b someone special than others
someone that are special to u
mayb im not qualified or satisfy for u to treat me speacial than others
u like to pull me and guide me,gv me the hope until i reach the hilltop
then u jus like feeling nothg and push me fall down deeper and deeper away
it is not serious for me,but pls remember guys,human beings heart make from blood,cell
not make in steel or any other type of ore,although it just pain for temporary
but it will keep increasing after getting more of bad news
too mny thg happen 2day...and im so soli for it...

continue to study...final exam around the corner
i refuse my fren go sg.wang 2day
and clubbing~the opera,i havent been thr b4,
i wish to go thr,but i nid to organise m time and life nicely
i noe nw not the time to go clubbing nw...

take gd care...wish the day coming on is better