live in my own world

aiks...so tired
my life jus so bored
jus nw went to pub
the environment shit
more worse than club
inside like air pollution
smoker every whr
but i long time dint go lo
then i jus go thr hav some drink
one successful thg i did jus nw
i dint even smoke and take alcohol le!
wakakaka...promise from prince lok sure be done^^
i wan quit from tat
jus wan to b a healthy boy
with pure mind and helpful posture
help all my fren or ppl in sad
last time my dream was...
wan to own a lovely and romantic love story
but long time i hav been thinking
tat not suitable for me anymore
brilliant not even can gv u a award
therefore,nw i jus wan to bring hapiness to
all my ppl beside
hope my simple and pure hope
the god will gv me a hand too^^
my life style nw so simple
like a normal boy with normal dream
but i jus look like a counselor for my ji mui
mayb my love story in the past so experience
i will try my best and wish u guys with my true heart
nothg more i wan,i jus wan her to b hapi
yesterday hear some news abt her
her bf treat her so gd than past
i feel so relief nw...
we lost contact...
although my heart getting upset
the hole inside it wont recover perfectly
but i stil wan to say...
ur smile can take all my suffer away~~~
well...tmr continue my guitar class
im soli to my sifu
i skip my class almost a month
tat time reali so moody
aiks...but nw im so regret
i wan work hard
nw i will learn piano and violin
hope i wan b LEEHOM+JAY CHOU
in the future...
i wan do everythg i like
i dun like to b force
mayb i wont meet my fren next sem
i plan to chg skol...
im soli..i aslo miss guys...
but i hav no choice
scarcity...XD
i still no confirm
next week will ask some inform from inti
i reali unhapi at uTAR
i miss the moment we had b4 this
i miss it...
but i knew...it wont flash bek
jus let it b...freeze at the time
i wont break it off
bcos i still care u so much...
u r my ever never love much more than b4
hmm...suddenly so emo...
so soli!haha
next week going genting with my classmate
hope it wil b a nice memories to me
i appreciate them as my fren
they care me so much
i feel so touch...
but...ppl who not even never separete
i noe the time we meet again
i will b more stronger,mature,successful!
thx u all...