dark world

sometimes...my feelings told me
wat the meaning i having my life rite nw
i feel that nw myself getting idiot and useless
everythg i cant did it well
when im still a child
i though that time is the best way to improve
but nw i still remain the same
no ppl love...no much fren...
no popular in ppl
reject by a girl,fren getting further away
family start to not believe on u
they chg their mind b4 this
i reali miss her so much...
but wat can i do?
can hope she everyday b safe,healthy,hapi^^
2day...i continue my music class
i had discuss with my sifu abt the music competition
he support me and will help all the time
thx for u for everythgs
2hours for the music class guitar and piano
i will work hard for it^^
2day feel so relaxing
i had told everythgs to my mum
hope she will more understand me
i mis my sister
my idiot hp always not in function
damn it,wana chg soon...
all my thg hav to chg soon
including my heart...
it was so pain...i still remember
jus like it begin from nw
im a loser...nothg i can do much
feel so tired this few week
keep slp at 4am...
my mind cant stop thinking...
but better than last
nw im not moody
but not in condition
aiks...
i plan to held a bbq party with my classmate
they wil support me???
i hope so...wish all my fren faster come bek k.l
in the end...
hapi mooncake festival la~~~~