im hapi^^

yesterday,i was so hapi,
bcos...hang out whole day with u^^
we go hav lunch gather,study gather,
go pasar malam,and teach u hw to drive~
i was quite enjoyed all this,
feel so nice,free of stress^^
thx for gv me a nice day^^
i feel so glad bcos getting closer with u,
getting noe more abt u and ur pass,
wat u feel,wat u wan,wat u like,
i almost jus a second i can get wat ur mean,
i think this is call flange or destiny,
almost everythings we r the same,
but i still wana say,u like to copy me le!haha...XD
btw,although all this look so sweet and hapi for me,
but this no longer stay for me...
bcos it jus can continue in my memories...
i reali reali duno wat to do...
lost...hesitate...upset...pity...
i noe we r jus fren...and jus best fren
anyway,wish u hapi always^^
hope u wont feel lonely,emo anymore...
i noe u stay alone at K.L,
miss ur fren,family,bf and everythg at JOhor,
i wish i can accompany u to facing all this^^
i dint ask for any feedback,
jus pls allow me stay nearby u,
tat is satisfy for me...
i dun care watever wat they say or gossip abt me,
i jus wana c u smile,hapi,feel safe^^
i will try my best to gv u the best...
and without any motive~
stay close with ur bf,hope u get ur hapiness^^
pray for u and forever in my heart^^
im soli i cant tell u the truth,
im soli i cant tell u y im emo smtimes,
treated u so bad...im soli for everythg...
i jus afraid our distance will further away
after i telling all the truth...
im soli...im also not be willing to do so...
bcos i cares u so much...
too much...