bad mood...

haiz...bad mood 2day
feel so tired and exhausted
2day we meet again lu~
this week almost meet everyday,
hav a new record d,haha...
2day reali so tired la
after going midvalley,
me and ah gor accompany her walk home
2day i dint drive,btw,
it is so tired but so fun
long time dint walk so far d~XD
my mood so bad,
so easy to get angry,
i smoke again,
i break my promise...
haiz...y i cant b a gd person,
quit smoke and alcohol,
i noe its hard for me,
but i will try my best,
watever hard thg in this world,
if u hav the want to chg,
tat is a way for u~
god is fair to everyone^^
im noe im a part of it,
i start to believe tat love can b trust again
but i wont step forward for her,
bcos i noe i wll hurt someone soon,
i noe tat feeling,
every ppl hav the rite to love,
but not the ppl who are in relationship,
mayb we r just fren
the feeling so confused for me,
but i will control it as best as i can^^
and...tracy,i promise u,
i wont smoke again,
but social smoke is differs la,haha...
work hard for the test again,
this wednesday,english test^^