feel cold...sick....

2day,very cold after raining whole day...
i not feeling well,i think im sick d...
whole body feel cold,
feel like wan someone 2 hug me...
i get fever i think....
but...no matter wat im doing,
my mind jus appear one thg...
tat is you...i reali very suffer nw....
jus nw,go out dinner wit a big group of fren,
they introduce some girl to me,
but i dint gv any response,
bcos i noe tat...my h3art oni can keep 1 ppl...
tat is you...i noe my fren jus care abt me,
wan to make me hapi,im soli^^
everyday wat im scare nw...tat is nite...
bcos i nid to go slp,but i cant slp well...
my mind...my brain bcome uncontrol...
keep think a person...when im feel tired...
the day bcome tmr,the sun has rise...
it is time to wake up...but i think...
i dun even hav slp also...
i nw keep making myself bcome tired,
b4 go slp,i go jog at the park,
i feel very tired...but i aslo fail to fall slp....
sometime im keep thinking,do u reali love me?
im not the best,do u reali wan suffer wit me?
i will chg and work hard 4 u...
mny i wana tell u...but i dun hav the chance...
all i write at here,u cant read it i think...
but anyway...i jus wan u 2 b hapi~