many thg wan to tell her

actually...sometime i reali very miss her....
but sometime feel that no 1 beside me,
she dun hav any related to me.....
maybe we cant contact for a long time~
erm....it reali very suffering.....
sometimes when go to bed,
i will think to the other way,
think tat someone is playing my feeling,
but i hav to stop all this,
if i keep thinking like this,
im sure she will get hurt,
anyway,wat u wan to do if u r in my situation?
u maybe do the samethg~
tat is....jus wan every ppl in this world will hapi always~^^
no nid think much^^
waste time~~~

spm 20days more!!!